ello everyone!

hey. its been awhile! im sorry!
things are always hectic. im so busy. and teenage life is filled with countless drama. but Jesus is here. and hes HUGE. and i can feel him. and it is wonderful. i had been having a lot of drama with josh lately and then i finally was like what am i doing? i cant fix this. but God sure can. so i prayed, and i told God i knew i couldnt do it, there was no way i could fix it, josh is way too stubborn, but You can. and like a few days later, BAM! out of nowhere, things with me and josh were improving greatly! its amazing. Hes amazing. the pastor, randy harling, at simpsonville, he said something a few sundays ago that i really liked. he said that it is a whole lot harder to build relationships up, than to tear them down. and it really is. its so easy to ruin a relationship with another person, but building it up, keeping it strong? it takes effort. on both friends parts. friendships take time and effort. we have to be taht way with all our friends, and most of all, we have to be that way with Jesus. we have to put effort in to have a relationship with him. we have to talk to him. think about it. how can you be friends with somebody you never talk too??? you cant. so think about that. how are you gunna better your relationships with your friends, and most of all, with your Lord?
i love y'all!
God Bless!
- crystal jade